• Its funny how you would look at me and not have any spark and how you would look at her and she didnt even care,she used you once,she could use you again.She was the life of the party,I was the lonely girl that would't talk to anyone.While she was called pretty i was called ugly.While she had 100,000,000,000 friends to talk to,I would only have 1.And when i cut myself and started to smoke at a young age you didn't really care.You called me fake while i really wasnt.Its not easy to be holding on to a person that doesn't even care.Like my mom she just left me there.Why do you do this to me?