• the long hot days an the cold un-warming nights have been longer than i've ever thought without you , ever sense that day i've known it was a mistake and now im seeing an regretting my life because i've let you go, so now i just sit here in the dark missing you ,thinking of you , breathing the same air as you, but its not the same if you were right here beside me. Sometimes when im alone or getting laughed at by my mistake after i tell someone i miss you , i fear god is laughing at me in my face too! This is not what i wanted an now that i see what i had i want it back......When we say we love each other forever i wonder do you lay there in your room to an think about me an miss me just as bad as i miss you?
    Everything i want was there but i was blind to see it , so now i just continue writing these stupid writings an hitting my head on walls an continue to hurt an loss over you cause i just miss you so much, when i miss you its like a big black whole at the edge of the earth sucking me in reminding me of all the rainbows an all the love we gave each other an i remember how every time you kissed me it tickled me an i started to blush i also remember on my birthday how i didn't want everyone to know but you an everyone else gave me the best 13th birthday i have ever wanted.
    But your not here with me no more but why do i still continue to linger over you, maybe its just cause my love for you lastest forever? or maybe because i know you love me back? or that i have faith in us to one day return to each other with a bright smile holding an loving each other again without no doubts or worries , an we will be free......but thats just faith , you've always told me if god wanted us together he will bring us back together an if he doesn't we wont , but we wont know right now but later we shall, an if we do get back together we can rub it in everyone faces this is the true love that no one ever finds,
    <3 OUR LOVE IS BLIND <3
    I MISS U