• Love the way he hugs, imagine how he kisses, and dreams of him and me. Really want his love, he wants mine I see it in his eyes. Neither tells the other. I want this to be true. Gossip is spreading faster each day, we look like what we want to be, but were not what we look like. My hell has an angle, saving my heart, but killing with temptation. How do I avoid the no’s to my question, I want it to be just you and me. They can tell me we can’t be, but my heart won’t change its beat. My fascination of you has brought me hope and peace. There’s no regret, no second thought, only high hope of one day we will bring joy, to one anther as if we don’t already. We hug and a friend of his sees and asks “Is that your girlfriend?” he looks at me I blush in excitement, at that moment there’s was nothing more in the world that I wanted to hear than him say “ya”. Instead we smiled and walked on. As I sit in class wonder what he was thinking when he looked and smiled at me? Wanting to know what he would have said if he said anything at all. Though his smile said almost all, except for what I really want to know. This leaves me in a daze, thinking of today and dreaming of to marrow.
    My stomach is in knots now that he’s next to me. I give him a hug he takes a tight hold, taking a deep inhale. We speak few words, but that’s only cause our smiles tell all. Now walking to the end of the hall, to talk to friends of his. one was joking about his ex-girlfriend, he asked someone "where's your girlfriend?" In reply "All the girls here are hoes", he looked at me, then the other guy who soon said "except for you, your cool." the bell rang, he spun me towards him, looked in my eyes and squeezed me breathless in he arms.

    ill post more as i get farther along.