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I lay in the dark room, for I could not see. The darkness was frightning enclosing in on me and trapping me. I hugged my sides and thought of him, his smooth, pale skin and jet black hair, his bright sea blue eyes that stunned me and intranced me every time I looked at him, Raven. I can see why he had been given that name. He was silent and mysterious but he was kind and gentel. He smiled, just a pull at the corner of his mouth, his beautious smile had kept me alive for so long.
But that was all a memory now, he faded away with each passing day, The harder I tried to hold on the more the memories pulled away and vanished. I tried muffling the sobbs that left my mouth. 3 years. Three, and I still hadn't let go. He hadnt left me on purpose he was protecting me, he didnt want me to get hurt.
I begged him to stay, but he had refused. And when I had demanded he take me with him, he looked at me with his soft crystaline eyes and said:
"I will not lose you, I have no reason to be in this world without a purpose, my purpose is you. I will defend and protect you at all costs." He kissed me gently but desperatly. " Find happiness in this life, I love you." And then he vanished.
I cried many nights a hole had been punched through my chest, a hole that would never heal, instead grew bigger.
If only I could have told him that I had no reason to live without him, that I would never find happiness, ever, If I could not share my happiness with him, he failed to realize how much I needed him.
And now here I am three years later laying in the dark. My only reason for staying in this world, my only hope is to see him again.
Tell me if I should continue on with this...... If it sucks tell me please! smile
- Title: Helpless Love
- Artist: Kidasa
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- Date: 09/28/2009
- Tags: little closer
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Comments (2 Comments)
- konokiluong - 07/17/2011
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I totally agreed with animelvr1112
but thats very awesome that you wrote all that ... i dont think you should continue btw is just my opinion - Report As Spam
- animelvr1112 - 12/24/2010
- It's pretty good, I like the way you write it, but some of the things sound kind of like New Moon in the Twilight series. Like the whole "hole in my chest" thing. Be careful, where I like it, other people might think it's stupid. But I think you should definitely continue!
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