• Ramblings From a Drug Induced Haze: The Brain Altered




    A dark shadow looming on the edge of existence reaching for me,
    pawing at my feet trying to drag me into eternity!
    Grasping at straws of light and consciousness trying to hold on to this life.
    Gravity and the man pulling me back. I was spinning off into oblivion trying so hard to keep my life out of the darkness. Music and drugs flowing through my body in my brain touching my soul.
    Reaching for the colors, The colors mean a nice clear happy trip, but this
    man wants to change me, he wants me to be him. I tell him " I am a woman I can not be you!" Begging him to let me go. " Please sir let me go!" I said.

    My body entranced and some one elses flesh.

    "WHAT HAVE YOU DONE TO ME MR. MAN, MR. SHADOW ON THE EDGE?
    DON'T DRAG ME DOWN. KEEP OFF OF ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

    Faces and flesh and teeth and nails. Hate, love, pain, Hunter every thing
    is mushing together spiraling together out of control.

    *Dawning*
    Maybe the world is supposed to be chaos.
    Peace is not relevant any more. Things can not live together peacefully it is not how nature intended it. Nature plays as peace but peace is not natural.

    We have the right to take things and change things and destroy things as we please.

    Why does my brain only work when altered. Why can't I have normal
    thoughts in my head. Why do I feel like I wanna kill things to control them.

    Ants are small to a child, a child is small to an adult, an adult is small to god, but who is god small to?

    What about life is life living or chemicals and electronic.
    Life starts as a chemical reaction of sorts. Two cell come together to form
    one, DNA connects. One half from one person. One half from another. The cell starts to grow and multiply into many cells. The cells start to form a body.
    The question is when does the soul enter the body. Are you conceived
    with a soul? Does it grow like your hair or fingers?

    Does your soul grow into your body or your body into your soul?
    But what if you never grow a soul at all......................................................

    * RAMBLING*
    Pain continues on through your whole life, but does it end when you die?
    Pain does continue on after death. YES. In other people, your death caused their pain.

    Having the right idea never gets you any where.

    Love will become an actual object I can touch in the future.

    The future will never exist with out me.

    Even if I am a grain of sand per say, That one grain can change everything.

    Wind and water can change the face of the planet, but so can I.

    I can change you, you can change me, WE can change absolutely everything.

    THE WORLD IS OURS!