• I lay there staring at the roof thinking about what was. I was on the brink of crying when something caught my eye a sparkle of silver my eyes full of tears i saw the necklace you had given to me for my birthday. I sat there letting it all sink in when finally i lose my state of calmness and burst out in a quiet cry. I can't stop thinking about the way you looked at me when you gave me the necklace your eyes so calm and caring just screaming at me saying "I love you" and then a small smile came across my face only to be lost at the site of your picture that was there sitting on my desk. Pillow in my face tears wetting the fabric my chest pounding with pain i could feel the broken heart that was fighting to stay together slowing falling apart inside of me. I grab the stuffed animal off the floor and squeeze it take and only hope that everything will be okay.