Turn it off

• Artist: Sunset Eyre
• Description: This is something that came from the heart and that needed to be written.The title comes from a Paramore song. The main line of the chorus is the source. And that's really where my creativity explodes and must be released before I suddenly burst! Also, one line of this story is from an amazing Kelly Clarkson song called 'Long shot'.
• Date: 02/13/2010
• Tags: turn

I am stuck.

I don't know what my next move is.

Its as though someone pressed pause, and then lost the remote.


I have no clue where I am going anymore or what my objective is. What where my goals? Did I even have any originally?

Will my life ever play again, or is the almighty just going to be lazy and never manually press play so I can resume? I'm neither afraid, nor mad. I am just scared. Senselessly so.

My heart beat beats me senselessly...Why does everything have to be so intense with me? I am just trying to get through all this unpredictability.

Its also as though I am fine just for a bit, and that my smiles are genuine. But, then, the fates catch up with me, speeding up time and slowing me down, so that I have to fight again for whatever is at the end of the road.

I just want to know if the heartache is worth it. If the pounding my heart receives is going to be rewarded later.

Is there even a safe heaven that we all search for?

Comments

[FoxyXNinja]

Nice! The third sentence caught me for sure

[nbetweener]

What strikes me is that your comparison to a playing movie/whatever means that turn it off is a request for someone to, well, hit the stop button. Plain weird. but, yeah, feel the same way, whenever I'm not distracting myself from it. Well done.

[Rhythm Renegade]

This is really deep! I love it! :[D

[summerchill34]

o.o
this makes me wonder whats going o in your head. i want to read more of your stories. im really liking them, it makes me want to start writing again. but i havent done that in two years. . . ill give it a shot.

[xXAlice RockzXx]

this is really good!!! i luv it. and paramore rox xD awesome job 5/5

[cetus_cepheus]

really great. paramore rules.