• I realized that I couldn’t do anything but my heart said to never give up. I said I would sacrifice anything just to be with her and to protect her, then so be it. Both my hands and feet are too tired to pound and kick, so I can not use them anymore. I placed both of my hands apart in the barrier leaving a large space between them. As I felt the cold barrier in my hands, I took a deep breath and start hitting my head in the barrier. I didn’t mind the pain saving her is all I got in my heart and in my mind. I repeat it again and again until I felt a warm, thick liquid flowing out from my forehead. I traced it with both of my hands and felt the soreness as I touched the location of the flowing liquid. I looked at my hands it was covered with blood and soon tears began to flow. I knew I couldn’t continue anymore or I’ll die and I won’t be able to save her. I was there again standing and staring while she is in danger.

    I'm useless ...

    The monster starts to move but still looking at my direction. My heart starts to pound fast I want to protect her but i couldn't. I placed my bloody hands on the barrier and lean my head on it. My blood and tears touches the barrier now, and then I gave it a last pound by my bloody hands. Right there and there I heard a crack.

    Is this true, is this finally it?

    Without any hesitation I gather up all my remaining strength and gave it a one last blow. The barrier broke into a million tiny pieces. And a bright light blinded my eyes.



    ~to be continued ...