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    It Was Around, Last Week I dont know... Me And My Friends Went To This College For A Gym Night... I Started To Flirt With This One Guy That Was Cute But... He Was Just a Player. Like The Rest Of Them....

    At Around 6pm i went down to the youth center to go to houghton college gym night... i was lonely. my friends were there sure yeah. i was bored and just hung out with some people untill the bus came. on the way there. ugh man it was a pain in the a**... i got on the bus... and i started txting like the girly guy i am. txting this cute guy i met. and hes like older than me but oh well. lol. so, i was texting him and i had no idea he was making out with the person he was sitting with. and when i found out i was like Eww!!! because it was like the skinniest annoyingest b***h in our grade. dude i was like omg. so anyways when we got there i got off the bus. waited for him to come off. and then i saw skyler my "Bff" well so we all hung out and stufff. we went to the pool and he watched the girl he made out with on the bus and i was like ugh get over her. shes to much of a prep for you. and yes this guy that i like was like emoish heart . so we sat down and were like bored outta our minds! so then the guy i liked totally started to flirt with me and skyler. i was like okay you like us both... he flirted the whole time and you bet your a** we flirted back ;D on the way home skyler got on her bus and me and the guy got on our bus. we sat together and listened to his mp3/phone thingy. i wasnt really paying attention. i was totally staring at his eyes <3 dont get me started on his lips lmaoo. but then when we got home i was like bye, we hugeedd and he waited for skyler. ( start to see a pattern? ) the next day we like txted the whole day and flirted. ALOT. hehe. uhm well like that day he said hed date me if he could, but he couldnt because his dad said he cant date anyone under like 16 so i was like totally pisssed. and blah blah blah, he said he luved me and i said the same back. i was like omg. aww. and we flirted even more. the next day was like sat/sun idk. but we were txting again but barely. he seemed distracted by something i dont know. but i made him a CD and he made me a pic he gave me tuesday.. but ill get to that. uhmm like monday came and we txted threw skewl. and like he started to lose interest in me. i was totally confused. out of all the sweet nice things he said... i didnt know anymore... i was lost.. when we stayed after. hes always like, maybe you me and sky can hang out after skewl. and im like sure...? but why skyler. i didnt ask that but i wondered. i totally was distracted. tuesday came we like stayed after i gave him my cd and he gave me the drawing <3 it was okay but he made better for everyone else. so the next day we like stayed after and this fat slut comes in acting as my friend...im like dude, chubby stay away!!! it made him giggle it was cute. but after after skewl, he was texting fatty. and i was like left in the dust. WTF!!! the next day we like txtd a bit and later that day after dinner like 7ish hes like, Oh i love you i just dont want to be with you. and i was like WHAT THE ********!!! you said you loved me but you dont mean it!?!!? i totally crashed for a day or two. like tuesday, he asked skyler if they wanted to hang out after school. and OMG I WAS PISSED. HE DUMPED ME FOR THAT LITTLE WHORE! she thinks im still going to be her friend!? DUDE YEAH RIGHT! i dont usually be mean but right now as this was typed. ive been using the fatty and skyler and crushing their hearts VERY VERY Slowly. and PAINFULLY. they didnt even understand how crushed my feelings were!! and yes then i had a nervous breakdown and cried. but i wasnt pissed enough to go beserk. and NO ONE wants to see That... it only has happened Twice in my life. and i scared the living s**t outta everyone that was near me.... well back on topic now, and now its like i dont even barely exist to him. hes like, oh i think it was a "strong crush" and im like sure. and then the next day im like, "did you use me to get to skyler and are you two dating!?" and hes like "No, i wish we were dating. and no i wouldnt use you" YEAH THE ******** RIGHT! YOU DID YOU DIP ********! why in every case i find some guy or girl i like my heart will get broken!?!? UGH WHY ME!!!!!

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    yes. every bit of this is TRUE.